You're Bringing All That?

The first thing we do at the airport is check our bags. Arrive at our destination, we unpack and relax. So why is letting go of our ‘emotional baggage’ so difficult?

Perhaps we had dreams to travel the world. Or, after reading the latest self-help book, we are determined to fix that broken relationship (again). It could even be a negative thought we implanted in our psyche years ago. Finally, do we still cling to the words from someone who is no longer even thinking about us? For that matter, they may not even be in our life today.

I found some old cards I had from what seems like a lifetime ago. Without strolling down memory lane and playing a game of “what if”…I tore them up and let them go. They were baggage and serve no value in my life today.

Looking at our past should never evoke fear or anxiety. Alhamdulillah it is gone. No amount of worrying will change the outcome of one’s past. Make a reservation for a trip. The destination is anywhere your mind desires. However, you can’t bring any emotional baggage with you.

Subhan Allah, we are given a new day each morning insha Allah. For those of us who are reverts…Allah (swt) forgave all our past mistakes and sins when we said the Shahada. Isn’t it time we do the same for our self? Tomorrow is Dhul-Hijjah may Allah (swt) accept all our fasting and prayers. Alhamdulillah, may the reading of Surah 22 Al Hajj be of benefit to us all, ameen.

Crossroads

As’salamu Alaikum

Today was a delicious day! Not as a result of anything in particular, in fact my day was quite ordinary. I have finally arrived at that crossroad in my life. The point we all at some time or another will face.

Now for me, it brings a feeling of contentment. I am relaxed being inside my own skin. Liking me as Allah has intended, not needing to compare myself to anyone’s standards. Subhan Allah, my faith has become a foundation that will support the rest of my life’s decisions. My direction is clearly defined in the Qur’an.

I have lost “friends” over my firm beliefs. Alhamdulillah I have gained the opportunity for eternal life. Yes, sure to some (who are not Muslim, and maybe even some who are) not needing what is fashionable or popular in this life may appear extreme.
I will never be the “it” person. LOL, come to think of it…was I ever? And that brings me back to my delicious day. Crossroads are simply opportunities for a new direction. You may find yourself at a cross road now. Whenever it appears, stay true to yourself. The road may be a little less traveled but, the view along the way is splendid. Oh, and the people…nothing short of wonderful!

What Remains?

Bismillah, As'salamu Alaikum

Some days life is so astounding you just want to shout it from the rooftop! That feeling of unexplainable bliss. Then, there are the other times when it (life) hits you like an unexpected Arctic wind. The sting of changing relationships...people revolving like a door in and out of your daily existence sometime without rhyme or reason. Yes, and even the level of my own iman. My faith is not steady always..but it never is broken Subhan Allah.

If given the chance to alter the last few weeks, would I? Well (as I watch the cursor blinking)I would say no. I've come to a discover that I will be okay. Insha Allah. After the pain subsides and the dust settles, I will be okay.

As women let's face it, we can be a touch dramatic. And I hate to admit it but maybe I have been starring in my own one Muslima show, LOL. Seriously, at the end of each day when I do most of my reflection...you know what remains?

My belief in Allah (swt). The travels, experiences (good & bad), and the blessings of this world will continue to increase me in my faith. Not sure what tomorrow will bring...but I do know what remains. Insha Allah.