October 14, 2009

You Have Done All You Can

As'salamu Alaikum

It feels like a storm within my heart recently. When there is no control over the destination of it's winds or what will remain after it has ended. The sun is always behind the clouds. Faith never leaves us, it can withstand all things.
There was this line from a Christian song (and I only mention for it's relevance)which says, "What do you do, when you have done all that you can?... you just stand"

Tears have been the rain, and worries are my violent winds. Alhamdulillah no matter what "I" am feeling inside . Allah (swt) has already heard and answered my prayers. As I have mentioned before in past posts...I am living each moment and day as it comes.

I share with you my feelings. I assure you they will not always have clarity but, this is my point! Life changes without notice or warning, and my experiences are reflected and written as such.

During these past weeks my sisters and anonymous brothers have been making supplication for my husband's health. Subhan Allah he feels your support and so do I. We make du'aa for each of you to receive the barakah from Allah (swt) We will have to leave this world as we entered...alone and insha Allah surrounded by those who love us.

I have prayed, I always believe and hope in the Mercy of Allah (swt) and now I stand. See you on the other side of the storm insha Allah.